Washed Over

Washed Over

by CL

His blue eyes reflect on

Blue droplets coming from mine

I feel empty

With no physical strength

No drive to rise

How can I be so caught up

He is a person

Not my God

But he holds

So much of my love

He's crappy to me

He takes me for granted

He doesn't give 110%

And I'm not his queen

Yet, I stay

I stay through sleepless nights

Shaking as I fall asleep

And dark mornings

Where no sign of him arises

Clinging onto the hope

That he will improve

It is in my best interest that I leave

I know this to be true

But I don't 

My heart stays

My eyes heavy

Tired from trying

Worn from persevering 

I just sit motionless

And let his blue eyes wash over me