Lose control

Strong.
I am losing my grasp on the world.
Or maybe the world is losing its grasp on me.
Why do I never learn?
I have been here before.
The ocean’s darkness will give birth to sunshine;
I am made to float.

Do not turn around, only move to the shore-
Backtracking has no place in this life.
Nothing is forever, no mind;
Let go, watch this life move in uproar,
I am on my own- feel the current soar.
I am